Saturday, October 1, 2011

RAW AWE DY5WK7BLK1

I have been a bit under the weather....finally broke down and called my doctor for an antibiotic.  She wanted to give  me Zythromax....I said no...give me Amoxycillen...so that is what I got.  I took 2 of them yesterday, and they helped a bit, so I have yet to take any today.  I am thinking this annoying thing is not strep, but possibly candida...it's so hard to know.  If it were strep I think the antibiotics would have helped more, but then maybe I need to give them more of a chance...trouble is I really hate taking them at all....but I also hate being sick.  Just wished I knew of a better way to deal with this.  I have been doing a bit of reflexology on my foot...as many years ago I got something which was in my tonsils and was not responding to anything including antibiotics (like what this might be...) turns out it was the lovely candida.  Thinking that might be the case here....just not sure as it hasn't bothered me like that in so long.  So debating what to do now....continue with the antibiotics or no.  sigh.
i think it is a candida thing...which I do not expect anyone to understand....as in my body candida does so many wierd things.....so will continue with the foot reflexology and put the antibiotics on hold as they mainly just get the candida in my sinuses to rage.....I am taking lots of probiotics as well....to counter the antibiotic. 

And through all this I have been mostly raw....just a bit of sprouted grain toast...but not even every day.  I think Thursday I was 100% raw, and yesterday I was all raw except I had 4 pieces of sprouted grain toast before bed with butter and cinnamon and stevia powder on them.  That was really good.  I have lost a couple of pounds as this whole thing has affected my appetite...which is fine by me.  I have been doing green smoothies, fruit smoothies, fruit.  Thursday I made juice...romaine juice, grapefruit juice, green juice.  Good stuff.  My fingernails have gotten so strong and I think it's the romaine juice that has done that.  Will miss the good quality romaine when the season is over...it is the best!

I have started a new adventure quite excited about it....but my energy is down today, the antibiotic and the upset sinuses are making me a bit bleah but that's okay.  I am staying raw....I want the energy and the insight and the love and the joy and the high vibrations........haven't even been tempted by cooked food.  What little I tried totally turned me off.  I will share more about this new adventure when I am feeling better

Wish I had the Hicks recording on my computer here at home..I only downloaded it to my work computer..and I am really wanting to listen to it now......it really helps raise my vibration.....

might just have to check it out of the library again.........
So still in awe of raw..........so glad to be back on track.  I am eating simply, not making complicated foods...finding that is best.  Might make a few things next week...but food is besides the point, it is just fuel....I am eating to live, not living to eat.  Have alot going on......food is an afterthought as it should be most of the time.

ciao bellas